wow. such crazy and tired

Really go mad now. Speaking with myself and bite myself by Chemistry notebook))). Don't know why am i having such mood now. This is just songs of Noize MC made me such. Like this sounds and this voice and this phrase made me smile by all my face. ooh.. want to go to sleep. Had 7 lessons today, and it'll be tomorrow too. ooh.. don't want again 7 lessons. I want to fall asleep for a week may be. no less. and i have to do my home work to the end now. off-lining. bye.
love! =*

while i was smiling

was going man bit a little yesterday. I made photos with a light. Look!)

the last is MJ - Michael Jackson, who don't understand. So, thats all.

Love to write here.

with love, Alexandra

want

Just was a crazy day today. Morning and afternoon don't count =). Evening was grate. At 14:30 I went on a bus station to go with my friend and classmate for a shopping. I had not a lot of money, and I couldn't even think about smth new for me =). but my friend bought very much. Like her) She is cool and funny.
Now I'm just want to fall asleep.
Tomorrow will be a crazy day too. My cousin will come to us to continue studying in university. Missing her. Really. =)
Want to go to a shopping with a money! I want to buy a coat, cap, boots and scarf)) That's all)
Hope to go for a shopping tomorrow.

some..

Was in a garden. Watched a film "Another Cinderella story." Like it. But I want to have a love! A!

Some photos from a garden.

school is soon

Not a long time ago bought new things. A ring and a a pours.

Do you like it? I do. =))
Want faster meet my best friend today. I didn't see her for a long time. May be for a week. But it's a lot of time for friends, isn't it?
Haven't any mood now. Listening mixing of songs Britney Spears and Miley Cyrus. Like it =)
=*

The Last Song

Watched a perfect film "the Last song". Really like it. Miley Cyrus is a wonderful and amazing here! Would like to have such style of a life too. Film makes me cry.. yes, really. I had cried some times. and you know, i like tha i tidied my soul like this. Advice to watch this film! to everybody! You won't sorry!
Hope this film will change me. I would like to be more calmer and kinder to my parents. How I don't understand that the are most home people in the world and nobody won't be so home as they! I should understand! I promise that I'll do everything for it!!!

Oh God.. I'm fool..

So, yes, I'm just a stupid fool! Yes I'm reading very slowly and I'm just the worst person in the world! So, and what? I'm as I am. You can't change me nohow. Yes, you are very good, reading very fast. Yes, may be are an ideal! Yes, you are fellow and I'm not. And I'm always worse than everybody. That was always. And I'm just cry now. What for I started this topic of a talking!? Why??? Could I forget it all on all my life! It doesn't mater how much words you read in a minute. Yes, it doesn't matter for you. And for me.. no.. it's like a very big complex for me! Yes, I the most stupid. I know, thank you. But I am as I am.
Would like to forget everything!
Going to go to a MEGA tomorrow. Hope to bye a cheap jeans and anyone beautiful shirt for school time. Too cheap. You know, it's so pity, when you spend your own money, witch you get after a job. But it's a such feeling, that you are live really independent. Like this.
So, all mood went away.
"Love" myself...

already not a morning

It's already 1pm now. And I don't know what will I do today. Thinking to read "War and peace". Honestly, I like this. Interesting. Really. But not so, when you read it all time. At night and at a day! It's not like this. I'm just interesting in this story. Found in Internet a dictionary of English and American slang. Like it))

By the way, sun had woken up, at last! It's really perfect! Because I thought that it'll be raining today.
:)
hope to go for a walk with my best friend today.
understood that I already want to school. bit a little)). I really want to a English language lessons! Thanks God I had already registered to my lovely teacher. =) <3

hope that my future lessons in a art school won't put a cross on this lessons. I'll have a 4 lessons in a week, seemingly... Oh, God.. =(
So, day is continue, and now I'm listening a music from the film "Step up". =) Violins are beautiful playing!)
:*

summer in a city

 In front of a black eyeliner, the sun pripekaeti and sound lines in the headphones. Not do. I'm celebrating the native Yekaterinburg. Trying to kill time and to survive in this melting town. Strings lyrics Gene Milkovskiy very even fit my mood. I wonder why. Today we learned that this weather will last until September. 30 every day is suicide .. I hope for a senryabrya be cooler. I do not want to sweat on the line, standing in a blouse and skirt a field of the Sun. It does not want. So, hey, there, fixed air conditioning! Enough is enough!
And again I passed my strangers think about her. About everything. Yes, this happens with some abnormal. All again, it seemed. All at once. I confuse, but it's not as easy as untangle headphone wires than I do walking past these individuals. Every person, quite different fates. Each has its own character, emotion and soul. Well, so it should be. If all were equal it would be quite simply boring.
Remarkably, I pass the summer holidays. Someone goes to the sea, someone is sitting in the garden next to the beds of Victoria (which I had not so long ago), someone goes into a kind of capital in the world to enjoy a foreign country and from communicating through English or French, while others simply remain in their hometown, melting, and reminding myself again and again that he (a) forgot to water the house. Or maybe it's not so bad. Summer, heat. Sunburn sticks to fly. What do you need from the summer yet? Yes, it would be ideal to dive into the azure expanse of some sea ... eeh .. but at the moment it is impossible. What I can afford, so this is the maximum dive into the lake near our summer cottage. the maximum.
Summer continues, and I again switching songs on your player, staring at the reflection in shop windows and notice a black liner on the eyes.

one perfect person.

hello! listening now songs of a young person Jenny Milkovskiy. Like it!

chorus of an one song "Station Fog":
There is a way, but I do not know where I go,Fog ... if only it did not stay me.People, do not you, miss.Maybe there is my station?

Like it very much...
=)

Don't know what to do today's day. Just want to live it. Somehow.. 


another chorus "I+You":
You just believe in our springTurn off the light, but I do not sleep.Gently breathe warmth of your lips,Our bright world to save a heart ...

<3

music like a sunshine

HI!

When for a walk with my two friend. Was perfect! On the street +30, and it's killing yourself if you'll go on the street. Oh god.. The end of the world is near. I'm drink a water all the time.

Now I'm listening a jazz music. Count Basie. Hmm, I really love it!) Seriously! I like this sounds and melodies! Wow, it like Michael Jackson. The same mood is waking up in me now. Great! I like it very much!

Started listen a Vanessa Hudgens and Miley Cyrus. This is unusual for me. This is just a new list of my interests in a music. So, this is just even a new part of my life.



Vanessa Hudgens <3


Miley Cyrus <3

So, even I download a new album of Corbin Bleu and Lights. I'm sure that I will like it! ;D
bye!

It's not me it's you!

 So, he isn't answering. Ok, if you don't want to talk with me, say it! I just go away and that's it. So, yes, I'm the last fool. Yes, I don't phone you.. I just don't know what with me, sorry.  Yes, really sorry me. I'm an idiot. I know. I just don't want to talk with you any more. May be I in love with you!? Who knows...
Hey, may you answer me in ICQ? I don't want that you call me. Just say "Hello". I don't need more. I need nothing from you. Just friendsheep. You can't give it to me? I don't believe.
And now I write and I know that you'll never read it. Because you isn't in a Myspace.com and Blogger.com. I know it. I sure.

20.07.10

^Now I watching "The Simpson".

^Today I bought an August's magazine "OOPS!".

YEAH!!!!!!!!!

Yeah! I bought it! I bought that I wanted: black jacket, jeans skirt and red-white T-shirt. Wow! I am so happy now. I feeling fashion inside me. I want to bye black shoes and white blouse. On a 1st of September.  

Sorry for not such good quality of photos. My camera mum. She is in a Lipeck.  It's a town near Moscow. So, that's still all. Bye))

How tasty

How tasty smelling packing from Kinder surprise. I just found it in my bag. Opened and felt such tasty smell of a chocolate which I ate 2-3 weeks ago... Mmm... pleasure... I'll bye it today again. Yes, I still a little girl in my 16))) =*

Shopping

That was perfect morning! At 10am I went to a Mega. Came to IKEA and made some photos.

^ How I would like that this all will be in my flat. Ohh.. It's so beautiful. Candles are my weakness.

^ This is me in a shop "O'stin". I would like to by this jacket and this skirt. May be I'll by it. Who knows. I'll ask my mum, hope she'll say "Yes". :)
So, still that all))

I'm making a list of my affairs on summer - autumn 2010.

1. Reading least 1 hour a day.
2. Watching films without translating
3. Have a hobby
4. Disassemble desks
5. Have a folder of the most amazing photos
6. Don't eat after 6pm
7. Disassemble a wardrobe. 
8. To go on two-three exhibitions.
9. Accustom to high-heels.
10. Learn to cook something more difficult than sandwiches.
11. Do a body: make masks and scrubs from natural ingredients.
12. Learn to do different hairstyles.
13. Audit of a cosmetics.
14. Lessons by a make-up.
15. Accustom to a charging.
16. internet only 1 hour a day.
17. Get rid of the word - parasites.
18. Accustom to a responsibility.
19. Play-lists for all occasions.
20. Upgrade of a room.
21. Plan for the conquest of the universe for the year, 5 years, 10 years.

One more

Now listening Skillet's songs. Haven't mood now. 2 hours ago I watched a film "Mr. Nobody". Like this film. There are some confused, but I understood a plot a little. You should watch it. You won't sorry. I know it.
Today I went to a library. There are gave books on a English language free. Also, I took two books on French language and one newspaper on Dutch. Left only to learn of this two languages.
Tomorrow I'm going to do with my body. I want to clean it. But I won't use shop's things. I'll make cosmetics from some food. It's the best way to be beautiful more cheap and better. Without supplements and constraints. For example, today I bought a peppermint oil. It's good for lips. If you add this oil in a lip-gloss, your lips with more volumetric. Because circulation will increase. So, I think that this is works. But, may be, it's just power of auto-suggestion? :D
Hmm,  also, I'll clean my hear with a mask. It's just a kefir. Hope it'll work.
I'll write tomorrow. Thanks!
xxx

Rain and smile!

It wasn't such grate day today. All day is raining and I haven't nothing good mood now.^ This is a view from my window.

^Having a such called 'second breakfast'. Milkshake and biscuits. :)

Not looking to a weather on the street I'm smiling and listening a good music.
Summer is continuing!

That was great!

I and my best friend on a reclamation of Coca-Cola!)))
That was a great day! Perfect concert of Noize MC was really nice! Vanya Alekseev is great singer!)) There are some photos:

my soul

Who would know what I am feeling now. There are all in my soul! I want to cry and I want to laugh! I want kissing! I really want to kissing who I love. I don't know who is it but I really want! hmm.. also I want to sleep. I think that I'm going to go to bad now. What should I do also? Listening music and sitting in a internet? I tired of this. Especially, I'll have to wake up tomorrow at 9am. I have to prepare for working. I don't know what will I wear and how I'll feel. I don't want to give everybody lists with a face, where wrote that I want to sleep. So, I'm going to bed.
You won't believe, but I'm listening now music of Mozart. I'm in shock too)
that's it. I go.
xx

Shopping wasn't so perfect.. I made photos only in one shop.This is dress from Zara. Not such good photo to see this dress, but it's the better of other photos
Tomorrow will be very energy day. At 1pm I'm going to a work. At 7pm starting a concert of Noize MC. I and my best friend can't skip it. We already had found a way to come there. It's on another side of our city. I'll preparing my camera to this.
This is main singer of a band Noize MC Vanya Alekseev. I'll be able to photo him! WOW! I had never been on any concert!
Today and all weekends I'll stay at home alone. Without my parents. They went to a garden. So, I glad that they were going there. I'll work tomorrow and in Sunday. I don't want to sit in a four walls more. I want to have my own money. Want to thing myself where and how I'll spend it. So, I'll wait for tomorrow day! Want it quickly!))