Oh God.. I'm fool..

So, yes, I'm just a stupid fool! Yes I'm reading very slowly and I'm just the worst person in the world! So, and what? I'm as I am. You can't change me nohow. Yes, you are very good, reading very fast. Yes, may be are an ideal! Yes, you are fellow and I'm not. And I'm always worse than everybody. That was always. And I'm just cry now. What for I started this topic of a talking!? Why??? Could I forget it all on all my life! It doesn't mater how much words you read in a minute. Yes, it doesn't matter for you. And for me.. no.. it's like a very big complex for me! Yes, I the most stupid. I know, thank you. But I am as I am.
Would like to forget everything!
Going to go to a MEGA tomorrow. Hope to bye a cheap jeans and anyone beautiful shirt for school time. Too cheap. You know, it's so pity, when you spend your own money, witch you get after a job. But it's a such feeling, that you are live really independent. Like this.
So, all mood went away.
"Love" myself...