Some thoughts

There are so much messages which I don't want to delete. But, I don't know what I will do when I won't have enough memory to keep it as much as I want. These messages are so positive, tender, always ready to smile. Like these emotions. Very like.

Thinking that I am very indecisive. It's make me enrage. Why am I so? Why I can't be more sociable? If I can't not to feel big dropping in my chest when I say or ask something exciting.

Hm. that's all.

And remains only to add the crown phrase:

"No thoughts, only emotions." (c)

Happy birthday to me!))

Happy birthday to me!!! And to my friend too. He older me on 2,5 hours.

Today was cool day! I had a perfect mood! All day along!

So amazing and fantastic! So nice to have such friends as I have! They are the best. And parents can be so good! I amazed..

So, my mood is great and I'm talking with my best friend by telephone. What else would I have for happy?))

I'm feeling that I'm dieing inside. In my soul and in my heart. I want to cry. I just didn't get enough sleep. And I don't want to go bed now!

There aren't answer. It's a pity! There aren't call of telephone. And I'm dieing inside.
May be I just missing? Who knows...
All congratulations are just nice cards and empty words. Not all, but some of them.
I do't know what will be today. What surprises will bring me the fate. I really don't want to do a house work/ And I really don't want to do homework too...
I think that reason for the good mood is absence sun in the sky. And nothing holiday isn't important now. Sad..

It seems that everything that happened to me in the past, it was in a past life. So strange. Loneliness, fan of Avril Lavigne and Rob Pattinson: everything were in past life. Like in a dream. Like nightmare which I have to forgot. I'm trying. All will be fine! Love my today! Love all over the world! LOVE!

HAPPY 8TH OF MARCH! I WISH YOU HAVE A MUCH HAPPINESS, LOVE, GOOD THOUGHT AND SPRING MOOD! WE CAN AFFORD ANY STUPIDITY. AT FIRST BECAUSE IT'S TIME OF SPRING. SECOND IT'S OUR DAY. FOR WOMEN. ON THIS DAY WE CAN EAT VERY MUCH SWEET THINGS, AS WE WISH. CONGRATULATE TO US! LOVE!

Now I drawing a naturmort. Jar, apple and a cloth. Later I'll photo this work and put it this. I hope that you'll like it. What else?

I'm waiting calling of my friend. I can't imagine what would I do without him. Tomorrow he'll get me a present to a holiday "The 8th of March". I really nervous, confused and I really don't know what should I say or answer. Yeah, we just friends. The best friends. So, why I so nervous. Fool..

All will be OK! And you must think about good moments. For example about that, how I'll give him present to his Birthday. And how he'll be glad to see his present. I should imagine his smile and shining eyes. Love him. What else. Haven't words. Only feelings. You understand. I hope.

Having practic in Photoshop and Photo-scape. This is some of them!

What do you think about this pictures? I hope that you'll like it.

Congratulated friend in Vkontakte.com with "The 8th of March".

All my family is already sleep. But I really don't want. Listening sounds of rain in my headphones. My mother is make me mad! Why is she screaming on me! I didn't do anything wrong or bad. I just want to tell with you.

Changed design and picture on twitter.com. Happy. Not big change, but it is.

I told with him. Half of hour but doesn't matter how many. Most important that I told with him. With my the best friend. Really love him. Interesting, If he answer to my sms?)

Tomorrow I must to go to the garden with my family. Nature and clear air. It's not important for me. They doesn't understand it. Even if I'll go to there with camera. I won't know what I should photo. I feeling better in city. Even in small town. It's better then garden. Uncomfortable.

Good night to me. I go to bed. Bye.

Love!

Such nice day! It was yesterday!I felt that I happy. This feeling was all day long! Nice touch, feelings, weather! All was perfect. The details of this day know only written diary. And nobody. It's my own secret. hush.. i hope on you. Love all over the world!

Love! :-*