I'm feeling that I'm dieing inside. In my soul and in my heart. I want to cry. I just didn't get enough sleep. And I don't want to go bed now!

There aren't answer. It's a pity! There aren't call of telephone. And I'm dieing inside.
May be I just missing? Who knows...
All congratulations are just nice cards and empty words. Not all, but some of them.
I do't know what will be today. What surprises will bring me the fate. I really don't want to do a house work/ And I really don't want to do homework too...
I think that reason for the good mood is absence sun in the sky. And nothing holiday isn't important now. Sad..