Loneliness and nice breakfast

I can't listening this rock more. I turning on calm music and try not to think. I don't want to do anything. I want to stay in small write room alone. But I'm in a garden. And I doubt that I'll find room as I want this. I don't want to read, to watching films and a TV. I listening Moby. Good music. Just calm. This is music and songs. Perfect. What else need for a mood like I having now? Nothing. May be I just tired. May be entangled in relations with my friend. I don't know, do we friends or lovers?
Eating backings with some milk. Want to read.
Today watched "Sex and the city 2". Honestly, of course I like it! Perfect story about friends. About relaxing and love. Want to watch the first part. And, may be, I want to watch a series.
Baking finished. I have only chocolat gingerbread. And this is perfect. Now I'll read a book "Chocolat". This breakfast is perfect suitable to a book.
Relaxing is continue!
:-*